1. i bet he must be very happy at the moment...
2. i feel happy for him too...
3. i hope he finds a better person, and stop seeing me.
4. i wish he can find himself first and realize that he is making mistakes. big mistakes
5. i want him to be sure with what he want in his life, and then, decide
6. i think that this may not be the end of the relationship..
7. i will always remember him as the one that have had make my day
8. i am pretty sure that he will regret. however,
9. i want to apologize to him if i am unable to make him happy when he was with me
10. i do hope that we will meet again someday and act like an adult as we should be

23 june 2009

kekasih..

tp bukan teman..

bukan shabat..

bukan siapa-siapa

tiada guna 

diwaktu duka

hanya dicari diwaktu ceria

dan akhirnya

sibuk menyalahkan

kawan menangis itu ramai

kawan ketawa itu tiada

~cz

18 julai 2009

semalam,

aku bertanya kepada sidia

adakah dia

masih mahu aku

jika aku sudah tiada

apa yang mesti aku ada

diam...

diam tak bermakna setuju/mahu

hey! siapa bilang begitu?

jeda.. 

berhenti sejenak, ambil nafas, fikir

cinta adalah bila 

kita terima dia

disaat dia tiada apa-apa.

ternyata,

cinta itu ada 

disaat dia terima aku

apa adanya

ria melompat, indah

aku pun begitu

(perasaanku padamu)

cintakamusampaimati

ps: hey! jangan main jauh-jauh.

kamu itu, milik aku!

~cz

yasmin ahmad...passed away

condolence to her family and friends. may she rest in peace...

alfatihah..

amanah Qayyum

to adik Qayyum..

jangan lupa amanah yang telah diturunkan oleh ustad yer..

tp lau lupe takpe...kitorang sume leh ingatkan.huhuhuhuhu...

apa yang penting? pegang aaaamanahhh...

update..

yeay...cooooti...

h1n1

berdoa berdoa berdoa... UiTM di tutup until 2 hb ogos 2009. tapi tapi tapi... banyak program yang akan tergendala...

1. dialog pengarah bersama NR, 26 julai akan ditunda

2. aktiviti berbasikal ke teluk bidara 24 julai akan ditunda

3. tgk teater makyong kat taman budaya KT 28 julai akan ditunda

4. kelas sepanjang tempoh itu akan diganti balik. argh...

5. dan banyak lagi yang tak dapat nak tulis kat sini...

but then, ada agk kelebihannya cuti panjang ni sebab...

~owh jengka, aku datang ni....

1. dah lama gile tak balik umah, balik umah this week mcm the perfect week lah..huhuhu... since my bro pun ader kat umah.

2. sbb nak melepak2 lepak kat umah jauh dari tensen duk kat sini. (kat umah karang, tanaklah bergado ngn mak lagi. nak polok jer.huuuuu..

3. pashtu nak makan sedap2 dan berkHASIAT supaya cepat sembuh kat umah nanti.

4. nak jumpe kengkawan yang da lama gile tak juimper.windu korang sumer....

5. nak siapkan assignment kat umah nnt. online 24/7.. hahahhaa (yelar tu...)

seronoknyer dapat balik umah... kul 5 petang, tunggu daku yer....

7 pemuisi 12 Julai

pada 12 julai 2009 ber tempat di Padang Astaka Dungun, 12 orang pemuisi bebas dari UiTM dungun terengganu buat per sembahan puisi bertajuk melayu karya usman awang.
saya salah seorang dari pemuisi2 hebat itu. hahahhaa... view this site untuk lebih gambar

~with fiby the make up artist

kuala berang-jalan lagi. haih!

16 julai 2009

pergi ke kuala berang umah ayah angkat di kg dura..
semalaman sahaja dan semalam ayah antar balik dungun.gegeh sekali... sbb mlm semalam ada meeting.sbb tu kene balik awal. gambar akan diupdate kendian

a whole day trip to Kuala Terengganu we said

3th July 2009
somewhere in Dungun

Ok, let me tell you maybe a little introduction about what happen to us-me and Diba before we decided to visit KT. Diba reached Dungun two days early. She thought the class will start on 5th July. As she feel very bored staying at our rented home somewhere in Dungun, she decided to go for a walk-a visit perhaps. So, i suggested her to go to Kuala Terengganu (KT) with me tomorow morning because me also planned to pay a visit to my beloved uncle staying at Kuala Ibai. We decided to to there the next day, on 4th of July 2009. However, one of our friends, Alia arrived from her hometown, and awin is going to arrived tomorow. we have to do some clean up so, we postponed our plan to the next two days.

4th July 2009
at our house

we wake up early in the morning, cleaning here and there. last night we cleaned every dust from every part in our room. i think that i am fortunate enough since i was not feeling well last night. ha ha,. so, Alia, (my "RU" and me is "MET") cleaned our room by herself. however, i still gave her a helping hand.yes i did. =P. Awin Arrive on our lunch time, so her dad buy us lunch. hahaha... thanks to you uncle.

5th July 2009
aroung kuala Terengganu

Alia and Awin send me and Diba to the bus station around 930 am with 343 Satria. we arrived KT about 1130 am.
as we arrived, the first place to go is to find toilet.kah kah kah.
next, we went to Pasar Payang... where we met Anip selling watches.

~Diba is so excited

but haha...we didn't buy anything here..
then, we went to Princess Hill aka Bukit Puteri


~i am sitting on cannon that gives birth

Can you spot a small cannon beside the one that i sat on it? To visit Bukit Puteri, you have to pay only RM1 for adult and RM0.50 for children.







~this is aiyou and her lil sis...

~then we off to my uncle's house at Kuala Ibai. he is looking for some shells

warning... this a very tipical entry saying that I'm busy lately.. ngel!

~me with my cousins looks alike

k... atas permintaan few readers, followers including silent readers, finally i post new entry for all of you. This entry may not be very interesting, but what i'm gonna tell you down here is about, what i did for these few days.

well. start from 24 july 2009.. i attend kursus for ocs'. actually this kursus start from 23. but then, i finished one whole day by doing the laundry.. erk...betol ker ap eyg aku tulis neh?hehek..em..


okey2...wat are we waiting for? uploaded time...!!! heheeee..

~sewaktu kursus..okey.. cari orang tersembunyi


1st day Redang residential college


on the registration day

~en topek and cik jue

~first post mortem..

During mms day

why i love to join mms?
1 it is because, i can improve my leadership, and communication skills...

the oc's

~maa, nasir, mr.x,nabil, ain, ayu


~kucing di dewan makan yang sgt sukee makan roti..weird okey!


2 it is because i will be more dicipline...

~kena bangun kul 4 pagi okey..


3 i will learn how to manage time..

~1500 more less student to be seated on the stadium

4 i can cooperate with people i never met before...
5 to have adik2..hehe... i got a drawing from one of my junior. thanks mia..

~abg bob yang vouge da vass, the photographer..tq bro..


and, mms is a place where i meet new friend..


~its humaiyah aka maya..

i want to thank to all of you guys.. hope to meet you again some other time..
i love you guys...